A/n : Continues on from part 2 which can be found here and the previous parts can be found here. We’re now in the place where these lovable boys are finally realizing /acknowledging their feelings, so in the time frame of things,declaration should start pretty soon.
Once again I hope I’ve captured the feelings and sex but especially feelings, and if you’re still following this fic, then this is for you.
5 times Logan and Julian sleep together and the one time they actually do.
The Third time
It’s been a week since it happened. A week since Julian left for the call and never returned. He plays with the pills in his hand. “Take them.” He imagines Derek telling him “You’ll feel better”. But he knows that he won’t. The pills numb him. He’ll float along, he’ll be in bliss, he may not feel but he won’t forget. Can’t forget. They don’t work that way.
He’ll still remember. Once the after-effects die down, he’ll feel again. His Jules is missing. So why take them? They can’t bring Jules back because Jules has left.
He upends the bottle into the bin and tosses it away. Only Jules can make him feel better, only he can make this go away, and he’s not here.
Breakfast is a noisy affair with the various chatters of the boys, regarding homework and extracurricular activities. He used to be one of them; bitching about home work, perils of being a prefect, fencing, his dad the Senator and just life in general.
But all of that is nothing compared to Julian not being there. His best friend was not there.
The room quietens when he enters, all eyes on him. He scowls back and a twitch of an eyebrow causes everybody to return back to their conversation, albeit at a much softer tone.
“You do know we have a zero tolerance bullying policy in place right?!”
That voice. That fucking voice. That fucking melodious, perfect, sexy voice.
Jules is standing at the door way of the common room, like as if he just got out of bed and came for his normal cup of coffee. Definitely not like someone who went missing for a week and then suddenly showed up out of the blue.
There is pin drop silence in the room as everyone stares at the resident Diva, though some shift glances between Logan and him. Logan doesn’t notice this; he’s still staring at his friend.
“I’m back” Julian greets and nonchalantly moves up to get a cup of coffee. His greeting is met with silence and some of the Stuart Warblers hiss in fear, at the explosion that is sure to come
“Why?” Logan tries unable to form any words. It’s been a week since he last saw him. One week, 7 days since he saw his friend. And after everything they did and felt, because it wasn’t just fucking anymore. There were feelings involved. They made love and he knew that Jules felt it too, and then he just up and disappears. He just leaves and doesn’t come back.
7 days of not seeing him, 7 days of not talking to him, 7 days of missing him and now he’s here.